last night's gathering can be considered as a success bahs. (: 26 pple turned up. hehes. i thought it wld be lesser. anyway, the movie with kh was a flop cuz we cldnt find a time slot before 6pm. hai me run for nth. hahas. budden kh, sorry ahs. hai u so disappointed. so i waited for kry they all at dhoby ghat mrt b4 heading to marina square. due to some unforeseen circumstances, we had to rush to marina bay mrt and waited for 30 mins. like idiots. -___- anyway we had a pretty fun time there. but cindy and i kept getting hurt by the spurting butter frm the bbq patter. so irritating lor. hahas. so i didnt eat tat much. after dinner, some of us went to orchard to see the christmas lightup decorations. we walked till abt 11pm. it was my first time staying up at orchard till so late. hehs. (:
im so afraid tat those tears will fall again.
i shldnt care tat much.
hopefully my heart listens to wat im trying to do.
to forget abt u.
i shld hav known tat this may happen one day.
even if it may not be the truth,
i know it's simply impossible.
if u ever read this n know im refering to yu,
pls dont mention it to me
cuz im putting this behind me. (:
u deserve the best!
wells. i guess i wont be touching the computer till next sunday cuz tml i need to go buy some xmas stuffs at concourse. hope i dun get lost. hahas. tues wld be my jc class chalet at sentosa. i not sure if im staying for a night cuz on thurs i need to leave the hse at 6am. im going to genting with my relatives. 11 of us. yea! (: really hope my pa can join us, otherwise it wldnt be fun at all le. yupps. so i dun think im coming online for awhile. or maybe i'll jus use for a teenny teenny while. hehes.
i simply cant finish the gift. argghhs. maybe it's fated. wahahas. =/
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
once again, i think i have hurt u again. i didnt intent to. it was not on purpose. whenever i meet u, i jus duno wat else to say. or maybe i wasnt feeling tat well. yet again, this's maybe jus my excuses. i really duno. other than feeling really bad abt it, i jus duno wat else to say. after doing such things to u, i really got no strength or courage to face u again. saying sorry may not be sufficient. maybe in the future, we shld not meet up anymore. in this way i can stop hurting u again. i really really hope u can find someone who will cherish u more. maybe u shud stop treating me so well and caring for me cuz i dun think i worth all that. im truly grateful for all u've done for me. maybe it's time for u to channel all this care and concern to someone who's more worthy. & i truly hope u'll be xin fu always.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
LONG TIME DIDNT TOUCH MY COMP LE! hahas. miss it so so much.
monday - i went on my first job @ the esplanade. the whole maths trail only lasted one and a half hours and i get paid $5o for tat. it's really good pay. (: the pple i met there all graduated from RJC. so imagine the pressure i was receiving then. hahas! but they are very gentlemanly, very different from wat i initially tot of RJC pple.
tues - CDP at school and went to do preparation for xmas party at daybreak. i think i've been too close with the kids there till im getting bullied by them. haha. there's this p3 boy called Johnethan who keeps claiming i taught him some dirty things where i didnt tell him anything lor. so bad right! but i like him. haha. cuz he's so adorable! =p another p1 boy called james is very guai, not as naughty as the rest. but still playful. b4 i left, i told him secretly i wan to take photo with him next time i come and he started blushing and walked away when i went closer towards him. hahas.
weds - the start of the ISPCAN Asian Regional Conference on Child Abuse and Neglect. i had to reach super early at suntec convention centre at 7.30am. the rest had to reach much earlier at abt 6 plus lor. hahas. so i was so lucky. anyway, i was super impressed by the quanlity and quantity of food they provided for us. we had 2 tea breaks and a lunch break each n every day. i ate quite a lot on this day. hahas! han ying, wei lin, audrey n me didnt hav much to do at the secretariat room cuz we had to leave most of the job to our seniors, shi jie. so most of the time, sad to say, we were slacking. hahas. felt kinda bad cuz we were being paid $5 each day and we didnt do anything helpful. most of time we jus helped to bring in food frm the buffet tables. it's look as though we were so greedy lor. hahas.
thurs - the day started off with the same stuffs. but funny thing was tat i lost my appetite completely. haha. didnt eat much too. anyway, in the morning at abt 11 plus, i went out of the room, feeling so bored and met with the guys, jasper ee teng and jia yang. so they started teaching me how to walk properly. hmmphhh. some pple think i walk v funnily. :( so im goin to learn how to walk in the right way! yupp. so under the guidance of the guys, i started to walk in a straight line in front of the mirror. hahas. so funny lar. cuz pple kept looking at me. so malu! =p wells. the walking lesson will continue. later we started talking to some pple from yishun FSC and decided to give us the tickets to the conference dinner tat wld be held later at night. a ticket actually costs $100! hahas. we were so so lucky! wei lin managed to get some tickets too. so we left earlier for home to change into some clothes. the guys bought some tshirts at a shop in suntec city. wei lin n i got lost finding the entrance to marina madarian hotel. i was sweating profusely and panicked cuz the guys told me the first dish was serving soon. but guess wad? when we reached the place, we found out tat the guys hadnt even reach the place n they got lost too. hahas! but anyway, we managed to be seated safely at the dinner which was superb! there was performances and one of which was by Hossan Leong. i didnt know he cld sing tat well. i was so memerised by his singing. (: and his jokes were really good! in short, i enjoyed myself at the dinner! it ended aft 10.30pm so my shi jie's finance sent me and jia yang home in his car. he got a lil lost so i reached home kinda late. i was so so so tired when i reached home tat i felt sick. but heng, im alright. (:
fri - the most exciting thing tat happened was tat i had to direct a woman who is a doctor from Bangladesh to the DBS bank at suntec city. being such a sotong, i cldnt exactly find the place and ended up walking to a different place. and anyway, she found the place by herself. im such a disgrace, right? hahas. anyway, when it's finally her turn to see the bank teller, she found out she didnt have her passport with her. so i accompanied to take a taxi back to her hotel and to her hotel room. my shi jies were actually very worried for me cuz it's actually very dangerous for me to accompany a complete stranger to a hotel room. but heng, im alright and the woman was really nice. so i accompanied her back to the bank and back to the conference. b4 we parted, the woman searched her handbag and swiftly fished out a pair of ear rings as a token of appreciation. haha! i was shocked! ermms, ear-rings ehs. hahas. it was an interesting journey with her. (: anyway, the conference ended at abt 1pm. i saw one of the shi jie cried and all of us starting hugging one another. it was really a GREAT success! a delegate frm India even came to thank the volunteers. haha! im really gonna miss them a lot cuz they treat us really really well. we're even allowed to bring home some free goodies. (: i'll be goin to miss the times i had at the conference, esp the pple i have met there. eg han ying, audrey, chen yin, geri, etc!
oya! i went to the World Cyber Games too. the hall is damn big! and the atmosphere was made so intense with the comentators. i met guan yan and yong kian too! (:
oki. im really tired now aft typing such a long long entry.
actually i really dreaded this day or rather this date. months b4, i thought i wld be depressed again and was planning to find pple to keep me company. but luckily, i was alright. things were better than i thought it wld be. the day wld be all over soon. the pain has been diminishing. there're days i still think abt him. but not as often as the past. he's slowly becoming jus a part of my sweet memories. now i finally understand wat it means by time will heal all wounds. so to those who have been hurt by ur loved ones, be strong and led a life afresh. (:
monday - i went on my first job @ the esplanade. the whole maths trail only lasted one and a half hours and i get paid $5o for tat. it's really good pay. (: the pple i met there all graduated from RJC. so imagine the pressure i was receiving then. hahas! but they are very gentlemanly, very different from wat i initially tot of RJC pple.
tues - CDP at school and went to do preparation for xmas party at daybreak. i think i've been too close with the kids there till im getting bullied by them. haha. there's this p3 boy called Johnethan who keeps claiming i taught him some dirty things where i didnt tell him anything lor. so bad right! but i like him. haha. cuz he's so adorable! =p another p1 boy called james is very guai, not as naughty as the rest. but still playful. b4 i left, i told him secretly i wan to take photo with him next time i come and he started blushing and walked away when i went closer towards him. hahas.
weds - the start of the ISPCAN Asian Regional Conference on Child Abuse and Neglect. i had to reach super early at suntec convention centre at 7.30am. the rest had to reach much earlier at abt 6 plus lor. hahas. so i was so lucky. anyway, i was super impressed by the quanlity and quantity of food they provided for us. we had 2 tea breaks and a lunch break each n every day. i ate quite a lot on this day. hahas! han ying, wei lin, audrey n me didnt hav much to do at the secretariat room cuz we had to leave most of the job to our seniors, shi jie. so most of the time, sad to say, we were slacking. hahas. felt kinda bad cuz we were being paid $5 each day and we didnt do anything helpful. most of time we jus helped to bring in food frm the buffet tables. it's look as though we were so greedy lor. hahas.
thurs - the day started off with the same stuffs. but funny thing was tat i lost my appetite completely. haha. didnt eat much too. anyway, in the morning at abt 11 plus, i went out of the room, feeling so bored and met with the guys, jasper ee teng and jia yang. so they started teaching me how to walk properly. hmmphhh. some pple think i walk v funnily. :( so im goin to learn how to walk in the right way! yupp. so under the guidance of the guys, i started to walk in a straight line in front of the mirror. hahas. so funny lar. cuz pple kept looking at me. so malu! =p wells. the walking lesson will continue. later we started talking to some pple from yishun FSC and decided to give us the tickets to the conference dinner tat wld be held later at night. a ticket actually costs $100! hahas. we were so so lucky! wei lin managed to get some tickets too. so we left earlier for home to change into some clothes. the guys bought some tshirts at a shop in suntec city. wei lin n i got lost finding the entrance to marina madarian hotel. i was sweating profusely and panicked cuz the guys told me the first dish was serving soon. but guess wad? when we reached the place, we found out tat the guys hadnt even reach the place n they got lost too. hahas! but anyway, we managed to be seated safely at the dinner which was superb! there was performances and one of which was by Hossan Leong. i didnt know he cld sing tat well. i was so memerised by his singing. (: and his jokes were really good! in short, i enjoyed myself at the dinner! it ended aft 10.30pm so my shi jie's finance sent me and jia yang home in his car. he got a lil lost so i reached home kinda late. i was so so so tired when i reached home tat i felt sick. but heng, im alright. (:
fri - the most exciting thing tat happened was tat i had to direct a woman who is a doctor from Bangladesh to the DBS bank at suntec city. being such a sotong, i cldnt exactly find the place and ended up walking to a different place. and anyway, she found the place by herself. im such a disgrace, right? hahas. anyway, when it's finally her turn to see the bank teller, she found out she didnt have her passport with her. so i accompanied to take a taxi back to her hotel and to her hotel room. my shi jies were actually very worried for me cuz it's actually very dangerous for me to accompany a complete stranger to a hotel room. but heng, im alright and the woman was really nice. so i accompanied her back to the bank and back to the conference. b4 we parted, the woman searched her handbag and swiftly fished out a pair of ear rings as a token of appreciation. haha! i was shocked! ermms, ear-rings ehs. hahas. it was an interesting journey with her. (: anyway, the conference ended at abt 1pm. i saw one of the shi jie cried and all of us starting hugging one another. it was really a GREAT success! a delegate frm India even came to thank the volunteers. haha! im really gonna miss them a lot cuz they treat us really really well. we're even allowed to bring home some free goodies. (: i'll be goin to miss the times i had at the conference, esp the pple i have met there. eg han ying, audrey, chen yin, geri, etc!
oya! i went to the World Cyber Games too. the hall is damn big! and the atmosphere was made so intense with the comentators. i met guan yan and yong kian too! (:
oki. im really tired now aft typing such a long long entry.
actually i really dreaded this day or rather this date. months b4, i thought i wld be depressed again and was planning to find pple to keep me company. but luckily, i was alright. things were better than i thought it wld be. the day wld be all over soon. the pain has been diminishing. there're days i still think abt him. but not as often as the past. he's slowly becoming jus a part of my sweet memories. now i finally understand wat it means by time will heal all wounds. so to those who have been hurt by ur loved ones, be strong and led a life afresh. (:
Sunday, November 13, 2005
yesterday was a really a bad day for me. the day started off with arguments and ended with scoldings. i dun wish to further elaborate wad happened. but i was really feeling super down yesterday. i must really thank my best senior! if u ever read this, yupp. thanks again for ur timely sms which made me feel much better.
last night was literally one of my worst nights of my life. tears and mucus were mixed with my rice and wat i was eating. sounds disgusting right? erms. well. im glad the nightmare was over.
on a happier note, i'll bring a grp of 20 kids on a Maths Trail at the Esplanade tml. it wld be my first job assignment. so hopefully everything goes smoothly. (: i need to wear sth really formal and mature cuz the guys in charge of the event say i look too young le. hahas. i think they scared the kids bully me. hehs. my mum asked me to wear her black office jacket de. no doubt i look more mature. but i look kinda weird too. hahas. wish me lucks for tml. (:
last night was literally one of my worst nights of my life. tears and mucus were mixed with my rice and wat i was eating. sounds disgusting right? erms. well. im glad the nightmare was over.
on a happier note, i'll bring a grp of 20 kids on a Maths Trail at the Esplanade tml. it wld be my first job assignment. so hopefully everything goes smoothly. (: i need to wear sth really formal and mature cuz the guys in charge of the event say i look too young le. hahas. i think they scared the kids bully me. hehs. my mum asked me to wear her black office jacket de. no doubt i look more mature. but i look kinda weird too. hahas. wish me lucks for tml. (:
Friday, November 11, 2005
im not going to bishan park le. some national parks person finally let me join kry n weilin at zhenghua park which is located at some ulu ulu place at chua chu kang. never been to tat place b4. anyway, i gonna take a cab frm esplanade tml. den my mum was worried tat the cab driver wld do sth funny and maybe drive me some other place. haha! typical mother. so i told my mum tat i'll sms her the cab's car plate number. so tat if anything goes wrong, she'll know who to hunt after for. haha!
anyway i got a job le! hahas! finally. one day 50 bucks. very good right? some more it's my favourite kind of job - working with children! hehs. (: yupp. all thanks to jerica for introducing me this job.
life's pretty fun now. super busy but fun n im very very happy. although there's still sometimes i do get pretty down, im much happier as compared as the past. (: hope the ones around me wld be happy too, esp my mei! (:
*memorieswilllastforever!
anyway i got a job le! hahas! finally. one day 50 bucks. very good right? some more it's my favourite kind of job - working with children! hehs. (: yupp. all thanks to jerica for introducing me this job.
life's pretty fun now. super busy but fun n im very very happy. although there's still sometimes i do get pretty down, im much happier as compared as the past. (: hope the ones around me wld be happy too, esp my mei! (:
*memorieswilllastforever!
Thursday, November 10, 2005
wahh. this week super busy. i got time den update u guys but for now, i need to tell 4e3 peeps tat there'll be a class gathering either on the 19th, 25th or 26th nov. it wld be at marina bay. having steamboat. hope u guys have no problem. pls pls pls tell me when u all are free. if not, i'll hav a hard time. thanks ah! (:
if anybody is free on sat's afternoon, pls make a trip to bishan park, although i duno where it's located either. im gonna be alone, being separated with weilin n kry. guess i'll be pretty bored manning a booth. im going to do some CIP thingy abt clean n green week. i've no idea why i signed up in the first place. haha!
today hav been a tiring day with the kids again. update another time! (:
if anybody is free on sat's afternoon, pls make a trip to bishan park, although i duno where it's located either. im gonna be alone, being separated with weilin n kry. guess i'll be pretty bored manning a booth. im going to do some CIP thingy abt clean n green week. i've no idea why i signed up in the first place. haha!
today hav been a tiring day with the kids again. update another time! (:
Saturday, November 05, 2005
ridz jus shared with me this joke. it's abt a guy who found a lamp with a genie.
so the genie said, "I shall grant you three wishes". so the guy said, "I wish to be rich beyond my dreams!" to which the genie replied...it shall be done! and within the blink of an eye had money and houses and cars before his eyes. then he wished to be successful at his career...then within seconds he got a call saying he got promoted to be the CEO of a large MNC. then he made his last wish.
"I wish to be irresistable to all girls!" then the genie smiled, snapped his fingers and turned him into a box of chocolates.
hahas! not a bad joke ehs. thanks to ridz! all the best to ur exams. (:
so the genie said, "I shall grant you three wishes". so the guy said, "I wish to be rich beyond my dreams!" to which the genie replied...it shall be done! and within the blink of an eye had money and houses and cars before his eyes. then he wished to be successful at his career...then within seconds he got a call saying he got promoted to be the CEO of a large MNC. then he made his last wish.
"I wish to be irresistable to all girls!" then the genie smiled, snapped his fingers and turned him into a box of chocolates.
hahas! not a bad joke ehs. thanks to ridz! all the best to ur exams. (:
jay's hei se mao yi very nice! yeaps! the lyrics also very meaningful. erms the song is very sentimental - my favourite! hahas.
these few days, the weather very weird. certain days the sun is extremely scorching, then on certain days, there's thunderstorms. i really think tat the end of the world is coming soon although i pray hard it wont happen in my generation. with the outbreak of bird flu and natural disasters, sometimes i cant help wondering how much time i would have left. of cuz i got a lot a lot things i have not done.
let me name a few here ba cuz who knows i may not accomplish these things. i wan to be a career woman, someone who earns big bucks and commands respect. till now, i still wan to get into the navy. erms. maybe tat dreams is a bit too far-fetched, so getting into the DSTA will do. but tat means i wont get to put on tat smart uniform. or another career i wan to do is to set up a childrens' home or anything to do with kids. after going to daybreak centre, i have realised my love and passion for kids. i jus love them too much. (: yupp. so if my first plan dun work out, i will just go into counselling so tat i can counsel or work with children.
apart from my future careers, i wan to travel to certain places. first of all, if possible i wan to see all the 7 or 8 wonders of the world. tat would be quite an impossible dream but yupp, i still wan to see some of them. second would be to go to new zealand cuz after seeing lord of the rings, im really fascinated by the vast areas of land they have there. i also wan to experience the simple countrylife there. & i wan to learn scuba-diving and see all the coral reefs at Australia.
after earning lots of money, i wan to buy a big house somewhere outside Singapore, somewhere quiet and peaceful for my loved ones, especially for my parents cuz i know it's my mum's life-long dream to live in a big, cosy house.
after retiring, i wan to do something meaningful. actually im quite a environmentalist. whenever i read articles abt global warming or any articles on how the Earth is dying, i get very upset and angry. tats quite weird right? yupp. so after retiring, i would set up a society or club to do sth impactful to save watever the Earth has left, provided im still healthy n have money n most imptly, provided the Earth is still around.
last but not least, i'll tell my loved ones how much i love and care abt them. my closest closest frens shud know tat i do tell them i love them. hahas. =Xx. but they always say im les. however, it's true ah. i do love them as my closest frens. (: they are still quite a number of people i haven tell tat i do cherish them. (:
* loveuguys!
these few days, the weather very weird. certain days the sun is extremely scorching, then on certain days, there's thunderstorms. i really think tat the end of the world is coming soon although i pray hard it wont happen in my generation. with the outbreak of bird flu and natural disasters, sometimes i cant help wondering how much time i would have left. of cuz i got a lot a lot things i have not done.
let me name a few here ba cuz who knows i may not accomplish these things. i wan to be a career woman, someone who earns big bucks and commands respect. till now, i still wan to get into the navy. erms. maybe tat dreams is a bit too far-fetched, so getting into the DSTA will do. but tat means i wont get to put on tat smart uniform. or another career i wan to do is to set up a childrens' home or anything to do with kids. after going to daybreak centre, i have realised my love and passion for kids. i jus love them too much. (: yupp. so if my first plan dun work out, i will just go into counselling so tat i can counsel or work with children.
apart from my future careers, i wan to travel to certain places. first of all, if possible i wan to see all the 7 or 8 wonders of the world. tat would be quite an impossible dream but yupp, i still wan to see some of them. second would be to go to new zealand cuz after seeing lord of the rings, im really fascinated by the vast areas of land they have there. i also wan to experience the simple countrylife there. & i wan to learn scuba-diving and see all the coral reefs at Australia.
after earning lots of money, i wan to buy a big house somewhere outside Singapore, somewhere quiet and peaceful for my loved ones, especially for my parents cuz i know it's my mum's life-long dream to live in a big, cosy house.
after retiring, i wan to do something meaningful. actually im quite a environmentalist. whenever i read articles abt global warming or any articles on how the Earth is dying, i get very upset and angry. tats quite weird right? yupp. so after retiring, i would set up a society or club to do sth impactful to save watever the Earth has left, provided im still healthy n have money n most imptly, provided the Earth is still around.
last but not least, i'll tell my loved ones how much i love and care abt them. my closest closest frens shud know tat i do tell them i love them. hahas. =Xx. but they always say im les. however, it's true ah. i do love them as my closest frens. (: they are still quite a number of people i haven tell tat i do cherish them. (:
* loveuguys!
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